Until Someday

It ends the way it began, With tears so heavy in my heart. A basket filled with love, And words that show who you really are. I remember how it felt when you arrived, A warmth, a light, a flame inside. Your presence gave me something new, A joy so pure, I lost my view. But my fear of losing you, Broke everything right in my hands. I fought a battle for you and her, But lost it all, it wasn’t fair. And I promised to always be there, For you, my line, my care. But my choices, made with love so deep, Only left behind the pain to keep. I miss you, I feel so empty, A part of me has gone completely. You gave me joy I never knew, Yet I let it slip away from you. I know, I hurt you so much, Choices made without a crutch. I always thought it was the right way, But I never looked past my own dismay. You fell in love with my wife, I saw, And I understand, she’s beautiful, no flaw. But I broke beneath the weight of it all, Where no one wins, only pain takes the call. Your absence fills my soul with void, A part of me I can’t avoid. What I found in you is now long gone, Leaving only shards of regret undone. I still see your smile in my mind, In all I do, in what I can’t find. It was a goodbye without words or time, And it breaks me still, every climb. I miss you, I feel so empty, A part of me has gone completely. You gave me joy I never knew, Yet I let it slip away from you. I will always be there for you, If you ever see my shadow too. Until someday, when time can heal, For you deserve love, the purest deal. Until someday, In a better place. Until someday, When my heart finds what it’s lost.